72. You probably should chase the shooting stars.

This night isn’t different from the other nights,
where dreams are where we travel to various sites.
We fly without the wings,
where we’re accepted and understood as equal human beings.

However, there come times,
where these dreams to others are like crimes.
Wrong and unreliable,
where the human standards are indiscernible.

These days are the painful ones.
It’s where to nothingness we run.
These are the nights without the stars,
and we reveal our hearts full of scars.

But if we have dreams why do have to stop?
we all have the desire to reach the hearts’ true top.
So no matter what, we’ll chase stars above,
even if there’s pain, all we have to do is love.

To the shooting stars, we will chase.
Unforced and to each of our set pace.
To us who fulfill all our dreams,
loving continuously, so it seemed.

I was afraid of what others may say (I still am). But how will I reach my sky if to myself and to my dreams I always lie?
Let’s start!


48. If you accept, then it will be fine.

This has been the last call,
before towards the wrong, you fall.
There’s no room for thickened walls,
you aren’t a mechanical doll.

The thorns of the rose prick you,
and your flesh starts to bleed too.
You insist only healing will do,
but it’s not because hurts are thrown to the crew.

You search for the cup that cures,
ineffective with something impure.
Yet you still drink even though unsure,
to pride and anger you’re lured.

The liquid burns and scalds your throat,
see, it isn’t an effective moat.
Your palace of dreams becomes covered in soot,
you try to deceive and begin to loot.

If you accept, it will be fine.
Pride and anger, both thrown so you shine.
Please open your eyes to something divine,
the place you have will become a beautiful shrine.

*inspired by 방탄소년단 (BTS) – 피 땀 눈물 (Blood Sweat & Tears)
*inspired by a photo of Bangtan’s Jimin161013-happyjiminday-bts-jimin

*I’ve moved things to our permanent home.
*I’m scared but thrilled at the same time.
*I’m going to fulfill my dreams slowly.

45. In this dream, I had wings.

I fall slowly towards my bed,
there’s water and it’s not tears I’ve shed.
I’m not drowning instead floating,
As I open my eyes, the sky’s shining.

I’m not inside my room,
I don’t feel being in doom.
So slowly rose up,
walking at the water, yes at the top.

I’m at a lake that’s serene,
like my heart has ever been.
I look around and feel the night’s breeze,
it’s cold but soothing like a kiss.

The lake’s surrounded by beauty,
different flowers scattered rather prettily.
As I reached land and stepped on the grass,
I suddenly smiled sincerely at long last.

There’s no drowning,
only walking.
There’s no pain and ache,
like how flowers bloom with beauty they make.

I kneel and finally lie down,
finally, I’m not wearing a frown.
The sky is starless but so calm and clear,
the serenity telling me, “There’s nothing to fear.”

The lake has been in turmoil for years,
it’s been salty as it mixed with my tears.
But I dreamed once and just woke up,
I had wings even as I drown so I swam to the top.

In this dream, I had wings.
There’s nostalgia but also a great feeling.
In this dream, I had wings.
I’m sentimental but I finally let go of the sad things.

*inspired by life (and Bangtan’s short films for Wings!!!)
*no photo as my aesthetical inspiration for today

This is my 45th as I turned 25.
The succeeding posts will strive harder to become of depth and style I have as a writer.
For once, I came positively and I will, always.
I’m working on my poetry project. I’m claiming my dreams now.

36. It’s a ticket from faith.

Many times you give up,
with stress you just want to stop.
But if you think with the negatives,
there’s no entrance for the positives.

You think about your prayers,
and ask for some definite answers.
These aren’t given on a haste,
and not a matter of copy and paste.

The year after is now a blur,
so the real change will just enter.
It’s a ticket from faith,
in two to three in change I will bathe.

*inspired by one of my luckiest days ever (omg I got my ticket for Bangtan’s concert)
*no photo as my aesthetical inspiration today but I asked for signs for my path & this is it

I’m decided to follow my dreams.

31. It’s the last wish.

The high notes hit off,
and we still hear some scoff.
Even with a longer run,
there’s still hate that’s done.

As you walk on a pedestal,
and you come back and still fall.
Your curiosity whispers,
you wait a little longer.

There’s patience wearing thin,
my anger’s not seen.
But I can’t see your pain,
so in revenge there’s no gain.

At long last, I’m done.
All possibilities, I’ve scanned.
To the future it is!
Going forward, it’s this.

*inspired by SHINee Jonghyun’s Comeback Showcase an hour ago (LOL)
*no photo as aesthetical inspiration today

I’m so happy for SHINee.
I’m so happy for Bangtan.
I’m just happy. <3